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Well, how can I fake being positive or be legit positive when I just stepped in pug pee? That was before I stubbed my toe while blindingly trying to measure out Pepto in the bathroom (did not have my contacts in yet)…my stomach is like acting all sorts of a fool today/last night. It feels like it is actually twisted in a knot. I tried to do my daily sit-ups (which, dudes, did you know if you actually do those dumb exercises on the reg you actually do get cut and lose belly fat. News to me. Fine news to me. I still have a rotund body but I have the beginnings of some excellent definition in my gut area) and my stomach (inside not my abs) hurts so bad I was simultaneously sweating and shivering. Then the pug pee happened. Also, I just tried to watch the final ep of ‘American Horror Story’ on FX and they don’t have it upppppppppppppppp. I guess you could say I’m cranky now. I need to get to the gym today, as I am wigging out because I will be out of town after tomorrow and won’t get to the gym for a week and omg what if all the hard work I have been putting in goes back to flab and my jeans (the ones that did not fit in August……the ones that have never in my life ever been too tight, but could not be buttoned, the ones I NOW fit back into and have worn 2x in the last 3 days because I am so happy about it) don’t fit when I come back home? I am packing my sneakers and Zune (yes. my Zune.) so I can get some running in. But I know myself. As we all know our own selves…am I really going to get up and go for a run? Ha. Right. I’d like to say I am going to prove myself wrong. But I KNOW myself. I also need to get my rump off the couch and get cleaned up so I can get my rig’s oil changed and tires rotated and cleaned out since I am going to be the chauffeur of a 9.5-10 hour trip Wednesday. Faking being posi or whatever is going to prove trickier than I had thought.