Becca Likes To Write.: Archive

This is not a happy post.

I feel so shitty and cunt-ish right now and I think my subconscious already knew what the forefront of my mind had apparently forgotten. Today is the anniversary of my mother’s death. Thanks to MY GRANDMOTHER’S FACEBOOK STATUS just now, I was reminded. I am such a fucking selfish asshole. I FORGOT. How do you forget? HOW? Selfish. I say my subconscious remembered because I woke up this...

Jan 26th

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Jan 22nd

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Jan 21st

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Jan 20th

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Jan 19th

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Jan 17th

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Jan 15th

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I tried the treadmill at the gym today for the...

Now, this was not the first time in my life I was like, on a treadmill. Just my first time at the gym I have had a membership with for over a year. Because it is just after the first of the year, the gym is kind of crowded. The indoor track is full of people. I mostly joined the gym because of the indoor track but now I hardly use it. There are races coming up I want to do…another Warrior...

Jan 14th

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Jan 12th

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Clay broke his thumb at work today.

Tonight he called me into the bathroom while he was in the shower so I could wash his left armpit for him. True love, I tell ya. I started to walk away after soaping up his armpit and he asks “Well, aren’t you going to rinse it?”

Jan 11th

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Jan 9th

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Jan 9th

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Well, I just got done trying on my mom's wedding...

and before that, I almost burned my grandma’s house to the ground. I’d say my work here is done. Long drive back home tomorrow.

Jan 8th

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I’ve been off work all week and I am very seriously dreading going back Monday.

Jan 7th

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Jan 7th

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Jan 7th

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Jan 6th

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Jan 5th

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Jan 3rd

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Jan 2nd

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So...for 2012 I wanted to be (or fake being) more...

Well, how can I fake being positive or be legit positive when I just stepped in pug pee? That was before I stubbed my toe while blindingly trying to measure out Pepto in the bathroom (did not have my contacts in yet)…my stomach is like acting all sorts of a fool today/last night. It feels like it is actually twisted in a knot. I tried to do my daily sit-ups (which, dudes, did you know if you...

Jan 2nd

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Jan 1st

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So, I was just sitting here, applying nail polish...

Clay asks me a question about something he wanted that was back in the bedroom and I say, “Oh, yeah I’ll run back and get it, I have to put a top-coat on anyways.” He looks at me very seriously and says “Why, are you cold?” El oh el. No. A top-coat for my nail polish? This is not the 1800s? Ah hoy, let me go grab me top coat and a cane and we’ll hunker down a...

Dec 31st

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“I’m a little tired of people acting like the be-all, end-all experts on how...”

– Preachy Practice: Oh MORE RANTS yay. nailed it. (via reallykatie)

Dec 31st

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So, I received $60 in Starbucks gift cards for...

So now, I am looking at the route to central New York I will be driving next Wednesday (to visit family) and I am going to plot point every.single.Starbucks. It’s safe to say, my coffee experience for this trip is going to be fully funded.

Dec 30th

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The boys are getting ready to play poker at the...

A few people bailed on the game. I have my fingers crossed that I am not forced to fill a spot. Chiefly because I cannot retain how in the hot hell one plays the game of poker. I have been taught several times. I have not remembered a thing. I just want to be here for pizza and maybe a beer. I’ll be the one in the corner creepin’ on the internet.

Dec 30th

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Dec 23rd

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Dec 23rd

This guy has called my phone twice looking for a Ryan. I haven’t answered yet but listened to the voicemails. I feel sad and maybe I will answer if he calls back and I am not working…he asked if Ryan was coming to Christmas Eve what kind of restaurants he liked. It’s been awhile since I have gotten calls for other people. I should call this guy back maybe.

Dec 21st

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We are off this Friday and the following Monday. To help get me through the week, I have been telling myself it is a day ahead of what it actually is, example, yesterday was clearly Monday but it was my Tuesday so I said, hey, hey it’s Twwwwoooooooosdeeeeeey. Holla. So, I keep telling myself today is Wednesday. But it is starting to mess with me time wise because for a moment I actually...

Dec 20th

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