32 year-old Central New York native, Cincinnati transplant. Life in limbo. Coffee in hand. beccarue46@gmail.com

 

Taking my first bubble bath in years…husband basically forced me in to it. Woe is me.

Taking my first bubble bath in years…husband basically forced me in to it. Woe is me.

On a completely related note to my last post,

has anyone seen ‘The Leftovers’? I can’t stop thinking about that scene where dude jumps into a pool in the middle of the night and screams his fucking brains out under water. Could use that therapy. Don’t have a pool. Don’t know where I could find one. Might be near a lake in a couple weeks. Though this scream needs to come out before then.

I’m having a really hard time lately.

And so I am trying to remember fun times coming up….

like…my helicopter ride over Cincinnati next Saturday

or…going to Niagara Falls in a couple weeks

and even…my quick day trip to NYC in a coupla weeks


Must get through this. Must not crack. Soldiering on.

Feels weird eating here on a random Wednesday morning (I always associate this place with being on vacation). (at Cracker Barrel Old Country Store)

Feels weird eating here on a random Wednesday morning (I always associate this place with being on vacation). (at Cracker Barrel Old Country Store)

Spent some of the day going through things and packing. Came across 6 composition notebooks I used as journals from 1998-2003. Read a few entries…comical

Spent some of the day going through things and packing. Came across 6 composition notebooks I used as journals from 1998-2003. Read a few entries…comical

Baking cookies and feeling like a super hero!

Baking cookies and feeling like a super hero!

Waiter! There’s a Scotty dog in my drink!

Waiter! There’s a Scotty dog in my drink!

Molly playing Cards Against Humanity.

Molly playing Cards Against Humanity.

First time playing. I like it.

First time playing. I like it.

I got freaked out and thought a Jehovah’s Witness had been in my car this morning.

I saw a brochure with the picture below on it placed on my steering wheel:

 

The door was locked but I was like wtf how did a Jehovah’s witness get in here?! They frequent our street so I assumed this was a new ‘come join us’ tactic?!

Turns out my husband found a new band and he wanted me to check them out so he stuck their CD jacket on my steering wheel before I left for work. Way to scare a person, yo.

I’ve been to a zillion Reds games but I think last night was one of the best (sans the loss in extra innings and the dehydration of us all and the swelling of toes and fingers). I’m a Yankees fan at heart (born and bred) but Cincinnati has a big spot in my heart.

Great game tonight…even though we lost…in extra innings… (at Great American Ball Park)

Great game tonight…even though we lost…in extra innings… (at Great American Ball Park)

And we were on the jumbrotron again! Same seats as last time. Coneys for everyone! Well everyone in row C anyway. #cincinnati #reds #mlbbaseball (at The Great American Ball Park)

And we were on the jumbrotron again! Same seats as last time. Coneys for everyone! Well everyone in row C anyway. #cincinnati #reds #mlbbaseball (at The Great American Ball Park)

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